Money for Motivation?

Can I buy motivation with money? I need that badly.

If ever this becomes practical and feasible, I would definitely buy it.
By hook or by crook, I will never take a step out of my house, never order food, never buy a pack of cigarette, never spend on anything that I don't actually need so I could save myself some capital to invest on 'motivation'. Haha.

I really need motivation and perseverance. They don't really want to be friend with me. I'm getting off track soon. I had a sermon in my heart, saying how hardworking I will be this year to get a better result but, I don't see myself doing that.
Oh lord, burn my laziness into ashes and send them flying off into cosmos thank you.
Tomorrow will be the fourth lesson I'd attended on BMC, for my Math class. This shows and proves how fast time flies, a month has passed just like that, 真的讲不过去, and I had not done any revision at all after every math lesson. How cool~
I also need motivation to get myself to exercise, I told myself to start jogging but I DON'T see myself doing that, haha! I told myself that a month ago but now, eh eh not doing any of sort.
I told myself to quit smoking since LAST year, and wut, I've got a pack of cigarette with me now. Hmmm.....
I told myself to stop playing the computer after 12am and now, its 1.15am. -__-

Motivation motivation, hear my sorrow and free me from this vexing situation please......... motivation.........
I hate getting entangled into this plight, will be wasting one year re-doing my sec 4 stuffs and yet my former classmates are now in their poly or JC, having new friends and happy, I presuppose.

I need some serious geek to be my friend now, hang out with me, let me fall in love with studies, let the library be our second home and after this coming November, it will end.
Run wild after that!
So who wants to be my geek friend, revise revise and revise everyday! I doubt anyone I knew have such strong determination set. ^o) Mid-year examinations are on its way to our doorstep, good luck people.

Best comedy.

I need to stop using my computer everyday till the same time - midnight! I was reminiscing on my childhood's favorite cartoon, tv show and Pokemon came to my mind. So being the curious self, I went to YouTube and typed in "Pokemon 2010". Whats with the "2010"? Cause I wanna feed myself and know what's the lastest, coolest, legendary pokemon! HaHa!
And guess WUT, I am addicted to it, again! When I was in the age of my primary school, I never failed to wake up at 9.30am, brush up, head to Gekpoh, get my macdonalds and rush home back home to catch my Pokemon! The show starts at 10.30a.m. People, remember?! LUL

Am bored now after watching quite a hefty amount of episodes of pokemon NONSTOP, so I think I will update this blog.

Spent my Saturday at Cine with Phoebe, Shuhui, CheeHong, Natasha and Gabriel. Was actually reluctant to go but still get my lazy ass up and met up with them. I'd regret if I didn't go cause we caught "Date Night", a superb show I definitely recommend you to watch. 5/5 rating for it, was laughing myself out throughout the entire show! I stomped my feet so hard when I was laughing, guess the people in front must be pissed off. Haha! We dined at PastaMania and the food Natasha recommend was suck-ish, you bitch! Trained back Jp, bought my studs and off back to home~

As for my precious Sunday, I read books, watched pokemons on Youtube fighting and pika pika here, pika pika there, and thats all, time flies and its now midnight, again.

999 roses.

Look at the first picture, its fucking magnificent, immensely huge and of course, heavy!
999 roses there, TaiWei proposed to my sister and my sis has yet to accept to his propose. Fuck her, 生在福中不知福. She thinks she is a princess!? I wonder what she is thinking, hoping for a better guy? Long story here, lazy to elaborate. But still, I'd hope that my sis will say "I do" tomorrow, which is the date where my sister said she will give TaiWei an answer.

Pictures above for entertainment, felt like shitting now so will update a proper one on the next entry, ciaoz!!!

I judged too much.

At times, I hate smsing or talking to people on the msn, where we literally used letters to communicate. Ok fine with it, if not how are we suppose to talk to the other party when we're not side by side?
If you want to type, please type in a proper sentence. The way you(s) comprehend your sentence makes me wonder, are you in primary 3? It literally killed my cells to try to read and understand what your sentence means.
Can you(s) at the very least, be considerate to make sure that the word you are typing makes sense, understandable for me or even us? Is lazy an excuse for you to shrug off this? If you are lazy, then don't bother replying or just don't online or just BLOCK the other contact.
Me? I have the courtesy to make sure that I type proper English, if not, sentences that people can understand. Don't you find it a hassle to repeat your crook-up sentence again when you can just type it once, for people to understand!?
I can accept synonyms, short forms that are understandable.
But please, don't make a fool out of yourself cause you(s) are always doing that, making me ponder over what the fuck you are trying to hit at. Type proper word, sentence, make it intelligible, make it reasonable, and I'll have nothing to say about.

Yes I judged.
Yes I am not in any right or place to judge but this point has been disrupting me, I have the urge to blog about it.

I guess this post is arguably casual, posting for the sake of expressing my view on certain thoughts. Hmmm..

Feeling so hefty now, bloated stomach and appetite has been unstable but still, uploaded these photos for the sake of updating.
I need to find my motivation to read the books I borrowed from the library! I am always glued to my chair which has my computer in front of me. -_-
Let me try reading now.. Geee

First day of class.

Seems like most of my friends are having their lesson now, or they are engaged in their Poly's camp. ;(
Life is a bore and also a whore for me. Sighhhhhhhh

Attended my first E Maths class yesterday. Let me describe all the details here ; from the second I step into the class and how I left the room.
So I was feeling very awkward and excited at the same time, I went to the main office and asked gingerly, " Can I know which is the room for 'O' level Emaths? " So I was told it was room 10 and I searched high and low along the level to find the room. I popped in a few tablets of Eclipse to keep my breathe fresh as I fear my breathe will stink. First impression must be good right LOl. Then I found it, the magnificent and godly "10" stuck on a door, HAHA. I walked in, it was all good, every students there were neat and clean looking, except for one Malay guy which I presume is a I.T.E student judging from his uniform. He was lazing on his table, snoring?
One Indian guy came in, he was checking on the air conditioner, so I presumed he was the staff there, doing cleaning and maintenance stuffs.
I found a table near the whiteboard so I sat down, alone. This feeling sucks, because most of the students are sitting behind me and I will think to myself that they are having discussion on me. :(
The clock continues to ticks and it struck 7, in the evening. More students came in, with 7-11 plastic bag on their hand. I was texting Selina and Natasha to pretend I'm doing something. I'm sure you guys do that as well!
Behind me sat three girls, they were the noisiest in the room. Then came a strong voice, it was from the Indian guy whom I THOUGHT he was the cleaner. He was actually the lecturer!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. He started saying " I shall not wait and let's continue with what we had done last week" I laughed heartily inside of me, *arm chio* and thinking, "What the fuck, this Indian guy wear until so lap sap like some cleaner and yet he is actually the lecturer?!" I really wanted to share this news with the girls behind but I'm NOT EVEN close to them so they might think I'm over-friendly -.-
There were also three new students who had their first lesson as me. So I know I'm not the only one being alone there lol. But almost all the students there were sitting separately, except for the three girls behind me and two other girls on the other side. The class was doing congruency& similarity and linear equation. I've got doubts and questions to ask but I cower back. Argh.
Time crawled slowly and it was around 9.20, where one guy started leaving the class. I did not hear any voice and the room resemblance a dead night, so I presumed he did not asked the lecturer for permission to leave the class. Followed by the I.T.E guy who was snoring and lazing, he too stand up and left. I wanted to ask the three girls so much if I can just leave without telling the lecturer but I was so shy!
After a few minutes, I brave up my courage and turned around and ask " Eh cheebye, can just leave the class is it huh " HAHA NO LA, I asked courteously " Erm, can I just leave the class or must we wait? " Then one of the Malay girl riposte to me and I actually chatted with the three of them. Cool! I was smiling all along in my heart hahaahaha!
So they asked how old am I and vice versa. They are also taking English so I am really anticipating for the upcoming EL class!

Ok I know it's a "wall" of text up there but I really need a space to share what happened yesterday! Ta da!

Sister bought me a new iPhone cover, it's red in color. Bloody chio ^^
It's almost the same as Phoebe's but her's is fake! $10 from MiniToons while mine is the authentic brand : Ultra-Case!
Shall end this post with a pic of mine and the phone cover! Focus on my expression, I'm so happy cause of the cover! LOOOOL.

Photographer : Waijie



I love my new hair color! I'm showing off yes yes yes.
School tmrw, argh fuck! I am really really afraid that I'll be alone and awkwardness sure comes finding me!
I HATE AWKWARD, please stay far far away from me :(

Goodbye bleached hair.

I'm going to get a new haircut and new hair color dyed tmrw.
Hopefully it WILL turn out good, better and nicer. Teeeeheee.
Bye bleached hair :'(

Good Friday.

It's rumored that every "Good Friday" will rain. Is it true?
Yesterday was another typical, "Good Friday" and indeed, it rained! So curious to hear what the scientist have to say about this. Is it a sequence? Hmmm.. ^o)
Day spent yesterday was rather a mundane one. Trained down to cine, intending to catch "Ju-on" but the queue for the tickets was extremely long! Tickets were selling fast as well. Decided to have our late lunch first, at our ideal restaurant "BBQ Chicken". Moved on to Heeren's AXS machine to book our tickets and was idling over there, snapping photos, chit-chatting. . . Trained back to Jp soon for our movie " Diary of a Wimpy Kid". Movie was draggy, did not enjoyed it. 2/5 rating for it. Home after movie!

Mom drove me to BMC just now to pay the school fees and finally done with all the procedures! School will commence next Monday. I'm afraid I can't mix well with my new classmates.. :(
The class actually started on January so you see, people have already been friends with each other for 3months! So I'll be listed as the new kid in class and will be sort of "outcasted". Argh, this feeling sucks. Headed to Jp to pay for the paper's fee and to ShengSiong for dinner with Mom after that.

Will be going down now to meet Selina! BYE.

Belated birthday celebration.

Helped Natasha a little and we finally grilled finish our second post! Its hot so hurry move over to see it! ;) Link on the side >>>>>>>

Another thing to update on, it is my birthday celebration!
It will be held on this coming Friday, 9 April.
Venue : Jurong West St 74, Block 756 neighboring area.
Time : 5pm till late night.
Things to bring : Present thank you.
Guests : If you think you know me well, close to me, and you will be bringing a present, I'll gladly welcome you! Haha ^^

Side note, this is a combined BBQ celebration with Luqman.
Hope to see my dear friends then!