Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough.

Sometimes I would send hatred to God, sometimes my belief in him wavered ; for he did not grant my wish nor hear my preach.

God makes every child of his different, some are so fine in aesthetic side, some are tall, some are short, some are fat and some are skinny. Those are very basic examples.
The short one is a beauty but she yearns the tall height of the ugly one whereas the tall ugly one yearns the beauty of the petite girl.
No one is ever perfect you see, that is why we are all equal, everyone has their own deficits to begin with.

Till recently, finally some light shed on me, providing me the truth and moral for what I pursue on, thus I'm saying that everyone is equal, it solely just depends on how you gauge the issue.
Let me share with you people, I always pray to God, bless my family members, bless me to get good grades for my exam, bless me to have infinite amount of money so I can get anything I want. But God wouldn't fulfill them. Why?
Simply - There is no free lunch in the world.

Now this phrase " You reap what you sow " became so true for me, and somehow I totally understand what it meant. Praying alone won't get me any better grades, I have to work hard myself, put in the effort to do something that I WANT it to happen.
I put in the effort to study and revise, I get the result I want.
I put in the effort to get a job, I get my salary and buy the thing I want.
So it boils down to one's determination after all, to see if you are willing to aim for the things you want.

Thanks for the enlightenment, now I know one must be down to earth and not by just day-dreaming and hoping money would fall from the sky.

I have got one momentous mission to work on, which is to work and earn myself a few thousands and get the thing I yearned for, for so so long. It has been troubling me for quite a time and so, I will definitely put in the effort and earn the money and strive for the thing I want.

Go Alex go! Work commence on 1 June, :)

Lethargic and going crazy soon.

I am in a dilemma, damn damn damn it, don't know to decide between which job.
But after waves of torturous mind-splitting racking of my brain, I've plucked up the decision and gave Eileen(my former manager at Sportslink) a call. She told me her hands are open and will welcome and willing to give me a better pay than others, but I will have to prove to her that I've the qualifications and must commit, thank you!

On the other hand, both Fish&Co and ActionCity has yet to call me, cheebye fucked up. Thus decided to call Eileen and work back at Sportslink..

I'd prefer to work at ActionCity, then Fish&Co then Sportslink but but but both companies never call me up! Having no choice so resorting back to Sportslink. Hai ya, no choice, really in need of money for my END OF YEAR plan :( / ^^

What if after I got my job at Sportslink and then, either of the two company call me up and say I have been employed? See!! That is so fucking fucked up ~!! Argh, can anyone beat me in this worse plight? Feeling so vexed......... I guess I'm going bonkers soon.

Someone shed me some light, enlighten me please, days has not been smooth for me, sigh, perhaps I was thinking too much.

:'(

Class is canceled today and I fucking rushed my maths work just now to think the teacher will go through today. -.-
Math MYE next week, woohooo~! Fucking gonna own it ^^
I am still in shelve, waiting for either Action City or Fish&Co to call me up!! Have been waiting for quite a few days but to no avail. :(
Please call me fast fast ok, either both also can, if not have to stick to Sportslink = Lower pay T.T

Saving for a secret mission.

I am proud of myself.
I showed the otherwise causeeeeeeee I did not eat so much junkies or fast foods. ^^
I am going to make my way down further and see the finish line through my rock hard determination. Yes!

I am also trying to save money for a mission *gasps* Hehehe
Thus for this mission, I'd went down looking for jobs with Luqy during one of the day last week. Went thru quite a few interviews and they have yet called me up :'( But will be heading down Fish&Co latter, another interview at 3pm :)!!!

Wish me luck people please, I really need the money. Haha.
Why don't you guys donate $10 each to me and I wouldn't be drowning myself in this despair T.T

Shall go pom pom now and off to meet Luqy.
Ciao!

I want this nabeh cheebye dictionary.

The picture above explains my title for this post. Epic.

Anyway, I had my English class earlier on and I was the first to reach the classroom. I am very auto lor, went switching on the lights and air-conditioners myself, enjoying it to the max~ ^^.
Went earlier to finish up my undone homework but in the end, that fucking lecturer did not even went through it.
She was BLABBERING NONSENSE, every time talk and talk and talk nonstop, if not she would be sitting down and marking OUR work on the spot. Fuck it, this isn't right. She should be marking our work during her free time, not our lesson time yaw.

Adding oil to the fuel, her fucking Indian accent was killing my eardrums literally, so ANNOYING, how can one pay attention to one when his/her voice was so fucking irritating, yes to that extent, IRRITATING.

She marks our work in class, she bought Kopi in, ok la nothing wrong, she asked us to complete our work but she did not went through it, she always start the lesson late, her accent was nettlesome, she talks about her life experiences when clearly nobody was interested and just ranting on one more point, she is a slut.

Fortunately, I never died just now. Two malay girls went sitting beside me. They talked to me, and ALSO complaining about the lecturer, this really shows how right I am!
I am really happy, never to be alone anymore as I get to know two new friends :) Oops, I forgot their name again and they said they will be going to test me.. -,- cause I kept forgetting their names just now, :S

12.22 am now, I want to STOP using the com after midnight, ByeBye~

Here we go Ga Ga-ing!!!!

Another sudden post, but I want to share this amazing video with you guys !!

Library is closed on Labour day~

Another prosaic 24hours passed again, seamlessly.
Was actually meeting Chichi at 9.30 this morning for a trip to the library but itzx labour day!
Didn't know anything about this labour day until she called me up and said that the library was closed~ So changed of plan and met her and Phoebe, 2pm at Jp. We walked to the cinema area, was intending to catch a movie due to our spiritless mood but Chichi has got no cash~!!!!!!!! I want to watch my Iron Man 2 laaaaaa lollllllllll.

Anyways, they talked about this "blackout" game and I was traumatized by it cause basically, they told me that you will FAINT upon catching 10 mouthful of breathe then someones hold your neck tightly, to prevent any oxygen from flowing to your brain. It sure was an interesting stuff for me so I literally begged them la, to show me cause I don't believe it at all. We then went to a staircase for me to witness this grand event hahaha.
Phoebe started to inhale and exhale continuously then Chichi grabbed her neck with Phoebe holding her mouth herself, trying to prevent any air to get into her. At that moment, it REALLY seems like Chichi was one HORNY murderer, trying to kill Phoebe RIGHT IN FRONT of me and Phoebe's facial expression was like she was fucking guilty of something she did and her eyes was blinking profusely. I swear by it really looked like Chichi wanted to kill Phoebe for stealing her push up bra.
Phoebe did not manage to faint, did I sound like I was hoping for that? Lol but anyway, she said her body was in a numb state and was seeing white stuffs. :S

We moved on to Macdonald, settled down there and me coaching Chichi her chemistry while Phoebe nua-ing and having her CINNAMON MELTS ~
Mac felt like one claustrophobic room, fucking hot~ Singapore weather is dying on me !
Went Watson to get my facial cleanser and they said I was gay. Fuck? Can't a guy love his skin? Why? Only girl can clean their face? No link sia, unless you want all the guys down the street to have serious acne problems and himalayas mountain printed on their face? -.-
Then the bickering started about everything you can name and I gave them a nonchalant attitude all the while, even in the bus ride but I was actually pretending, HAHA! Both of them now begged and tried doing all stunts to appease my anger, OWNZ.
Back home and went down to meet Selina with Waijie Joey YiRen and Ahliang there. We were discussing about this faggot, ok to be clear cause I always used faggot to scold people, we were talking about this guy with a homo imbalance body. They were describing everything he would or had done which was so SICK and hilarious, kudos to them ^^ then back home as I was itching all over, fuck~

Guess this post is pretty much detailed or very much I suppose.
Need to get my ass to do some maths nowwwwwww...........................